And some of the things she said really hit me. Maybe it was because I was feeling off or maybe it was because I was really listening. Probably the latter.
I felt guilty.
Because she was right.
About pretty much everything. Like I've made a bunch of mistakes. And I'm really not okay with that.
After that conversation, I thought about all my faults and my fears.
I fear...commitment. She deserves better than that, for what I want is something where I live as a couple and as an individual.
Later, I know I will be accepting of the time needed. But now...now's not the time.
Yes, this is a mirror of what someone else is going through, but it is EXTREMELY accurate as to what has happened recently. I guess life sometimes is like that.
Fuck.
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